I wasn’t able to report to work for 3 days due to my tonsillitis. On the third day when i was feeling better, theres a fire very near to our house, as in very near like 10 steps to our house. I panicked but still manage to get some clothes, our important documents, our pd and my computer. We thought our house will get burned but fortunately the fireman came on time and it rain. I really thank God for that.

The next day, I report for work and after the day ends my supervisor talk to me and gave me a suspension for five days for a fucking reason of being absent for 3 days! like my reason is not valid. It really pissed me off! &%#$*@ I decided to find a new job. I haven’t resigned yet but i will as soon as i found a new job.

Me and sweetie had a weekend off. We spend a night at a nice hotel. We haven’t done this for a while since we are too busy with things going on around us. It’s a very nice feeling spending time with the one you love. hehehe Sweetie suggested the we try to have a vacation outside the country and i agree to it. We’re still planning and at the same time saving money for it. Pwera usog… Pwera usog… hahahaha

Hindi ko alam kung pano pasasalamatan ang dyos dahil di nya hinayaan na masama sa mga nasunog na bahay ang bahay namin. Kung iisipin mo isang bahay nalng ang pagitan ng bahay namin at ng apoy. Nung di na ko nakapasok sa loob ng bahay para kumuha pa ng gamit na isasalba kasi andyan na yung apoy, nakatayo ako at nanlulumo habang palapit ng palapit yung apoy sa bahay namin. Kala ko wala na, kala ko katapusan na. kung anu ano ang pumapasok sa isip ko nung mga panahon na yun, san kami kung ngkataon… ano na mangyayari samen… Wala na ko magawa kundi magdasal. Habang nakatulala sa mga apoy ay biglang dumating ang mga bumbero at ang malakas na ulan. Sobra sobra pasasalamat ko dahil di nadamay ang bahay namin sa nasunog. Salamat po lord. Salamat po…

 

 

 

…i miss you.

 

 

Congratulations! You work hard thats why you deserve it. I’m proud of you. Here’s a song for you that says more of what i feel.

My Wish

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you wanna go,
and if you’re faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin’ till you find the window,
if it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything…

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,

I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God’s grace, in every mistake,
and always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything…

-…sometimes i worry that you might focus too much and might not notice Im still here…

We had our summer vacation at subic again but in different beach. We have a lot of fun and a lot of food hahaha Sarap mg swim kaya eto ang iitim namin I tried to play volleyball but unfortunately imbis n mag enjoy ako sumakit ang kamay ko sa mga pasa heheh

click here to see our pics.

 

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait…
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say…
That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that’s nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground

Money… is the only words the came out from your mouth everyday. You’re so irritating! Im so stress, not because of work but its because of you. Last night, my mindgrain attacks because of you. Ano akala mo namumulot lang kami ng pera?! Im giving you half of my salary (most of the time you get more than half) but still you dont seem to notice and still wasn’t enough for you. I’ve been working for 8 years now and still you keep on saying na wala padin ako naitulong. Its so damn hard to make you happy and satisfied. So damn hard…